Tuesday, December 2, 2008

WHAT?!

am i emotionally unstable or just plain emotional?

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i really think~~ i have to

i think i should let go of the past..

Sunday, November 23, 2008

THE END IS NEAR

but this is just the beginning..

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

NAAH

am i supposed to be happy..
you're all i ever wanted

Thursday, November 6, 2008

HAVE A BREAK

like a week ago.. i had the chance to check on my social networking sites. i read this posted bulletin of one good friend. in her bulletin, it says there:

"
It was good I took a rest. A very short break I admit. The good thing was not "realizing the importance of someone when he or she was gone". I fell out of love unknowingly and when I become conscious of that, I laid back. But for that short moment in time, I instantly feel again the love i had for him. Same intensity of affection but this time it is more firm than ever. That the real best thing. "

i remember 5 months ago, i was bumming around.. to be honest, I'm not confused.. plainly i am just bumming around.. until some relationships have had to end.. or should i say i ended the thing just to give a justification to my so-called bumming-around! so there we go.. free from commitment, but we still hang around like how we used to-- shopping together.. having lunch out.. over staying at Mcdonald's.. picking me up when rain pours as if it's endless.. we still enjoy being together! (i'd like think we do)

on the other hand, i still bum around.. i know i am being unfair. to him, and to the people i have hit or i may hit while bumming around..

Right now i am in a state where i really am in between of love and friendship.. last August.. i was thinking if i should go on with this.. or just QUIT!.. but i had the hardest time making a resolution. )= and the months i spend wandering is growing in numbers..

but being in love is not enough to make things work! bumming had gone to disaster.. misunderstandings and all! i had a hard time to adapt to his system.. i am impatient and getting even more impatient.. simple things we could not make to settle started to pop out.. and YES I'M GETTING SO TIRED OF IT.. but in 4 months, i have began to get scared of losing this person i bum around with.. this is where I'm weak.. and it's killing me..

i have always hate THE ENDS.. but the only resolution i see is cutting the ties between us.. we both need to have a break! and he deserves to be spared from my insanity..

my current status--- SiNGLE..happy and contented


will he still love me until the next sunrise?..

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I FELL ASLEEP BEING IN LOVE

then I WOKE UP NOT WANTING TO BE ATTACHED
but hey, MY HEART IS STILL BOUNCING



Monday, October 20, 2008

NO MORE CURLS




MY PANTENE HAiR iS SO BACK (: