HAVE A BREAK

like a week ago.. i had the chance to check on my social networking sites. i read this posted bulletin of one good friend. in her bulletin, it says there:

"It was good I took a rest. A very short break I admit. The good thing was not "realizing the importance of someone when he or she was gone". I fell out of love unknowingly and when I become conscious of that, I laid back. But for that short moment in time, I instantly feel again the love i had for him. Same intensity of affection but this time it is more firm than ever. That the real best thing. "

i remember 5 months ago, i was bumming around.. to be honest, I'm not confused.. plainly i am just bumming around.. until some relationships have had to end.. or should i say i ended the thing just to give a justification to my so-called bumming-around! so there we go.. free from commitment, but we still hang around like how we used to-- shopping together.. having lunch out.. over staying at Mcdonald's.. picking me up when rain pours as if it's endless.. we still enjoy being together! (i'd like think we do)

on the other hand, i still bum around.. i know i am being unfair. to him, and to the people i have hit or i may hit while bumming around..

Right now i am in a state where i really am in between of love and friendship.. last August.. i was thinking if i should go on with this.. or just QUIT!.. but i had the hardest time making a resolution. )= and the months i spend wandering is growing in numbers..

but being in love is not enough to make things work! bumming had gone to disaster.. misunderstandings and all! i had a hard time to adapt to his system.. i am impatient and getting even more impatient.. simple things we could not make to settle started to pop out.. and YES I'M GETTING SO TIRED OF IT.. but in 4 months, i have began to get scared of losing this person i bum around with.. this is where I'm weak.. and it's killing me..

i have always hate THE ENDS.. but the only resolution i see is cutting the ties between us.. we both need to have a break! and he deserves to be spared from my insanity..

my current status--- SiNGLE..happy and contented


will he still love me until the next sunrise?..

I FELL ASLEEP BEING IN LOVE

then I WOKE UP NOT WANTING TO BE ATTACHED
but hey, MY HEART IS STILL BOUNCING

NO MORE CURLS

MY PANTENE HAiR iS SO BACK (:

SUPER SHOPPER NO MORE

I went to Baclaran last Wednesday to have a confession (i realized i have not confessed for i think 2 years now).. i asked our maid to go with me. then we settled that I'll bring her to the mall..

after the mass, we headed to the MALL of ASIA.. our first stop-- SM hypermarket. Janice bought her toiletries. shampoo, check.. deodorant, check.. sanitary napkin, check!..

i left the house with a small sling bag-- inside it is a small prayer book, hair comb, hanky, Mcdonald's discount coupon and 5 pieces of 100 peso bill. that was the first time i went away form home without bringing an emergency money.. you think i could resist from shopping had i brought more than enough?.. naah,, i don't think so!

after Janice paid for her stuffs, we dropped by the Fruitas booth and had my 16 oz Buko ni Fruitas and went straight to Mcdonald's. and because i am an ultimate kuripot i always have my free go big time coupon! real life FAVE SAVER.. hahaha

moving on, we checked on my favorite shops.. Landes-- where i really want their balloon (and Marco doesn't want me to purchase one) that costs 45o and up.. and 50 php for Helium refill (haha Honey, be proud, i said it right--HELIUM).. next, i went inside the pinkbox-- my latest addiction! thank God, no new stock.. and hey, Marco had just bought me 2 pairs of hair clip 2 weeks ago.. and last THEFACESHOP!! i tried new colors-- blue and hot pink.. i went out of the store without a single bottle of nail polish hahaha! my friends would be surprised to know!.. haha (next time na lang)

readers, the people close to me would be in a state of shock (haha) to know that i went home without being broke.. believe me, from 500-- i reached home with 280 pesos in my bag.. seriously, i am proud! i super am..

..but Regina doesn't go out of the mall with nothing to bring home.. our last stop was at National Bookstore. i bought plastic cover for my neew book and 2 dermatographs-- neon green and yellow..

horoscope

i had fight with someone last night..
i got so fed up..


i was surprise to read my horoscope on friendster:

Open your life to renewed relationships, today. Let go of the past and give a second chance to a person who you've been on the outs with lately. Put yourself in their place, listen to what they say and give them the benefit of the doubt. They have needs, and you should try to help them with them. Your generosity and compassion will not go unnoticed, and it will ensure that the two of you get things started on the right foot. A rewarding journey is sure to follow.

hahaha..

one million friends

few persons i am missin’ right now..

IONNE-- the girl who never wakes up early.. but would get up as early as 6am just to serve TUYO and NILAGANG ITLOG for us.. someone who made my 9th grade so colorful.. she’s been there to make all of us roll on the floor laughin’..

GERALDINE-- the person i can say 'one text message away'.. even my piece for speech class, she’d do that for me.. she’d do anything.. like SWEET REVENGE during my bitter days.. been together for more than half of our lives..

ANN-- 8 years of friendship.. and counting.. a friend since 7th grade.. GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE.. we built our dreams together.. we appreciate the same set of unruffled people.. we hated the same set of infuriating people.. we all can't wait for our Australian dream!

LIB-- my baby during high school days.. pictures won’t be perfect without you..

KIM-- all around.. would travel far just for me.. just to bring my favorite choice of pastry.. been there every time i let go of my precious tears.. who would stick with me through thick and thin.. literally! she has this hidden capacity to walk with me as quick as I do.. we both love eating isaw and chicken skin! (:

HONEY-- i miss our joyrides!.. someone i never thought i could get along with.. she's mahinhin while i am MAS MAHINHIN hahaha.. i miss taking pictures with you.. she's one of the sweetest girls i have!.. glad that we were able to see each other (you, kim and kikai) before you left..

KAREN ANN-- never failed to tolerate the whole DRAMA that runs in me.. CHILDLIKE!? Yeah right!! Her name says it all.. KIKAI

VICO-- anything for ME.. 30-minute swim.. the only person who saw the whole me.. who knew the real me.. (not quite..still can’t follow the swings of my mood).. cries for me when i’m in pain.. someone who would laugh with my mistakes.. the only guy (GUY NGA BA?) had witnessed almost all of my wa-poisED and windangED scenes.. this GIRL at HEART.. who tolerates me sometimes with my devilish deeds.. haha the only person who can never say NO for REJ.. he'd clean up half of my havaianas.. SWEET, rightee?

**I have shared a part of my life with these people I call WEALTH! xoxo

i think i need some time to watch TV again

i remember watching Cinderella almost two months ago..

so there we go, we arrived at the CCP just on time. i came to see the stage play with my grandmother by the way but she was seated at the right side while i was on the opposite. the usher lead me to my seat (row 3, 305).. somebody was occupying 305.. so they moved one seat away.. when i was about to take a sit, the girl on my left side asked me "why are you alone? who are you with?"

hMm wonderin.. who might she be?..

the next day, i told my friend Louie that i also watched Cinderella.. then all of a sudden i remembered the girl seated next to me. the one who asked me why i am all alone.. well, i cant tell who she really is.. hahaha! just because i'm not sure who's that girl. all i know is she's an artista.. a celebrity! she sings (for her own crowd).. so i told Louie that i am not sure if she's Faith Cuneta or she may be Nina, the soul siren..

we were both laughing at it.. we ended up pointing their difference! as for louie, Nina daw is pa-girl (feminine) while Faith..... hahahaha is not-so-pa-girl. haha that's not what Louie actually said.. it's a bit harsh..


oh my.. i'm so confused that day.. we'll both stick to this: SHE'S NINA, englisera kase eh HAHAHA..

that's all..

up to now, i still can't get over it.. it was really one hell of a laugh trip! it may be Nina.. it may be Faith.. whatever!,.